During  the offseason of football I was estatic and I mean estatic to hear that Terrell Owens was coming to my hometown Dallas, Texas to play for my beloved Dallas Cowboys.  I thought I had finally gotten my cake and was about to get to eat it too!  I was a huge Terrell Owens fan and a lifetime Dallas Cowboys fan.  I thought this was the puzzle piece that was going to bring us back to our "Glory Days".  I knew we really didn't have a quarterback, but Terrell could make it happen.  Hell I could throw him the ball and he could make it happen.  So I was one of the few that totally supported Jerry Jones and Bill Parcells in this pick-up.  I withstood the injury in the preseason, thinking he's strong he'll rebound from it without a doubt.  I withstood the first controversial comments he made, because that was one of the reasons I loved the man.  I mean he could talk all the smack he wanted and actually walk the walk, alot of men can't do that.  I withstood the hand injury.  Then came the suicide attempt, or was it a suicide attempt newsstory of the week.  Then came some more of his comments.  Then there was the "napping" endzone celebration.  Then some more comments.  The birthday party.  Etc. Etc.  I defended him to my family, my friends, my co-workers, anything that would listen to me.  Then this Sunday morning I woke up with a bruise on my ####.  You know why?  I officially fell off the "Terrell Bandwagon".  I'm done.  I watched the interview with DeAngelo Hall after the game Saturday and thought, hummm bitter grapes.  I didn't believe DeAngelo Hall.  Then shortly after I watched the interview with the man himself, Terrell Owens.  I watched him admit to spitting in Hall's face, I watched him poorly apologize, I watched him try to justify it, and watched him act as if it was no big deal.  I felt so stupid.  This man disrespected a fellow athlete in the most disgracing way.  He made himself look horrible and lose all my respect and I think he portrayed a black light on the Cowboys as well.  So the NFL fines him $35,000.  Seeing as how he makes a little more than $296,000 a game I'm sure this really hit him hard.  HAH!  So what lesson is he going to learn exactly?  Nothing.  This is where I think Jerry Jones and the Cowboys organization need to take a stand and do something about it themselves.  So here I am with my beloved team clinching a spot in the playoffs, and an out of control, sel####estructing, direspectful spitter that is supposed to be leading us there??  Talk about a bittersweet double-edged sword.  Thats all I got.